Nothing is More Gentle Than Nature
A book called to me this morning. It was a book that has had an everlasting affect on my life. It was the book that opened my mind, body and spirit to all that is.
The book was “Conversations with God”…
This was the first “new age” book that I had read and it was the first piece of literature that confirmed my beliefs about thoughts and theories beyond the confines of organized religion. It confirmed my experiences working with energy and being connected to nature.
I was and am still very grateful for this book and I feel that anyone who hasn’t read it should give it a try.
As I read the pages it brought me back to the time when I first picked up this book. That time in my life isn’t much different than where I am now.
I was stuck in Utah waiting for some event to come to a head. I was alone and miserable and I felt soffocated and trapped. My inspiration was dead and each day passed by with a crawl.
It was basically a winter phase in my life.
Just as I am now, experiencing winter.
This brings me to the next piece of the puzzle during these particular phases of my life. There was always a being who assisted me through these times. She is well aware of who she is and I am very grateful for the experiences we have shared together.
I do feel it is my duty to create some closure and clarification…
People come in and out of our lives. Some relationships are romantic, some relationships are platonic and some relationships are filled with karmic lessons.
I feel that our relationship has been on going for many lifetimes. I am sure we end up crossing paths at least once or twice during each pass through this experience.
I have several of these relationships intertwined in my life and these specific people know me better than I know myself. These people also know me at a much deeper level than any of my lovers and partners will ever experience.
From my experience the one cannot be the other. I don’t know if it is some universal law… or I just haven’t found the person who bridges the gap between these two realms.
What I am getting at is that we get to cherish and acknowledge each relationship for what it is and stop wasting valuable energy trying to create something that isn’t meant to be.
You played a very valuable role in the development of me. And I feel I played very valuable role in the development of you.
We have filled our karmic debt and made things whole.
*** EDIT ***
Jesus Christ… Could I have been more vague? I re-read this and realized that the description above fits any number of women in my life. No wonder I keep getting ghosts of the past re-entering my life. I sub consciously throw bones out into the wild.
To clarify, the person that I was referring to introduced me to the book mentioned above… done and done. Thank you for reading.